Friday, August 20, 2010
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Hi,
Shall post about today first. Woke up, went to school for exam, went home, reached home at 10.30am.
Maths.
Quite easy. Except for the cylinder-like questions. LOLS. Well, I don't even feel like lol-ing. Feeling kind of down all of a sudden.. Anyway,
Science.
Can do all except the box and tea leaves questions.. Whatever.
Reached home, bought Long John Silver to eat, slept for a wee bit, and finished Burned.Actually, I find Ellen Hopkins's books actually quite depicts on our daily teenage life.
Crank is about drug abuse.
Burned is about a psycho dad.
And, I find Burned especially nice. I finished the whole book in less than 2 hours. Currently findingImpulse, Tricks, Identical to read. LOLS. Whatever. This is my after reading feelings:
What is the damn big deal with being a dad?
Do you rule being a dad?
What 'I have my rules, respect them'
Bloody hell.
You abuse her and her family!
I cannot believe which ignorant mother can actually put up with being abused.
You caused Pattyn to lose her true love.
You made her lose Ethan.
You made her lose her child.
Why cant you be more understanding?
Hello?
For goodness sake.
Which father does that?
You forbade your sister to find true love.
You even forbade your own daughter.
Arse-hole.
What is love?
True love.
It only meant that,
I'm not meant to be a part of you.
It just seem wrong.
It feels wrong.
Carmen and Tiffany.
Have you ever been in love?
What is the deal with Derek and Justin?
You are together just for sex
Aren't you?
Why do you have to eavesdrop on Pattyn and Ethan's conversation?
Is there any bloody problem with being pregnant?
Ridiculous.
You caused the death of Ethan.
And Pattyn's child.
Does that leaves you with a sense of satisfaction?
Are you jealous?
Stupid.
I'm being over sentimental here. Which I doona why. Probably because I heard Rain's Love Song... Thats why. I seriously don't understand why am I getting philosophical all of a sudden.
Love, is something that all yearns for.
If not, most.
But what is love undying love.
Is anyone capable of achieving that?
Are you capable?
Are you meant to be his/her?
I don't know.
But for one thing I'm certain is,
I'm not.
PS-/ Good luck to myself for tomorrow's audition. Hope I can pass it. Though I'm not particularly interested, I much more attracted to the prizes. I'm a very materialistic person. Don't need to comment.
PPS-/ FTISLAND's BRAND NEW DAYS IS ON MTV CHANNEL [V]! We MUST SUPPORT THEM! LOLS, FT ISLAND, HWAITING!
This is me,
the me in your eyes.
Shendie Barkowski (:
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