♥

Though apart, always a part ;

ABOUT ENTRIES TAGBOARD ARCHIVES LOVELIES

The fountains mingle with the river
And the rivers with the ocean,
The winds of heaven mix for ever
With a sweet emotion;
Nothing in the world is single,
All things by a law divine
In one another’s being mingle—
Why not I with thine?

See the mountains kiss high heaven,
And the waves clasp one another;
No sister-flower would be forgiven
If it disdain’d its brother;
And the sunlight clasps the earth,
And the moonbeams kiss the sea—
What are all these kissings worth,
If thou kiss not me?
-Percy Bysshe Shelley

Au Revoir Mon Amour
Je vais rappeler le discours d'adieu que vous avez une fois m'a donné.

Fuck off ,
the uninvited

What should I do, when darkness falls in?

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

@ 9:37 PM,

[250310] Due to some reasons, i decided to post this again... Lols. Enjoys. :)

THIS IS DEDICATED TO NANCHIAU'S DEAR STRING ORCHESTRA, AND THAT FUCKING CONDUCTOR MR LIM, AND THAT FUCKING SENIOR JOLENE. I DUN CARE IF I HAVE SPELLED YOUR NAME WRONGLY OR REMEMBER YOU WRONGLY, THATS YOUR PROBLEM COZ I DUN RMB PPL THAT I HATE..STRING ORCHESTRAI DUN REALLY HATE STRING @ FIRST. I SWEAR. IN FACT I QUITE LIKE IT. IT ALL STARTED BECAUSE OF THAT STUPID FUCKING MR LIM. THOUGH SOME SENIORS HAVE SHAQI, THEY ALWAYS IGNORE ME. AND THEN, I DUN REALLY CARE BOUT THEM. SO ITS QUITE OKAY. BUT... ANYWAY, I NOT GOING STRING GOT 10& FOR YOU. SO YOU'RE NOT THOROUGHLY HATED BY ME. BUT, BECAUSE OF THE NXT TWO CATEGORY, I HATE YOU A LOT NOW. AND ITS A LOT. A FREAKIN LOT.FUCKING FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKER MR LIM.ONE FINE DAY. BECAUSE ME, LINNI AND NATELIE GOT VIOLIN BACKGROUND, THEN, WE GET TO LEARN THE SONGS FIRST. THEN, HAPPILY, WE GO TO THE THIRD FLOOR IT LAB PRACTICE. I WAS THERE HAPPILY PRACTICING MYSELF, AND THEN THAT LINMNI AND NATELIE WERE THERE BEING RUDE AND ARGUING TO THAT FUCKING MR LIM. I WAS SITTING THERE AND PRACTICING THE WHOLE TIME. AND THEN, THOSE NO VIOLIN BACKGROUND ONES COME IN. THEY TOOK OUR SEAT. I BOSONG THEY GOT THE AIRCON COZ THAT FUCKING MR LIM CALL US GO THE NO AIRCON THEN I SAY HIM BIAS. HE IGNORE ME. AND THEN LIKE, LINNI AND NATELIE IS CHATTING. AND THEN, MY HAND SUDDENLY VERY PAIN. AND IS REALLY VERY PAIN. THEN, I DUNNO WAD HAPPEN HE SUDDENLY KISIAO AND SCOLD US FOR NOT PRACTICING AND WANNA PUNISH LINNI FOR BEING RUDE. BUT I NOT RUDE AT ALL SIA. NOT A SINGLE BIT. I MERELY SAY HIM BIAS. SINGAPOREANS HAVE RIGHTS TO VOICE OUT THEIR OPINIONS SIA. SO WAD IF I YOUNGER THAN HIM? THE LAW NVR SAY YOUNGER GENERATIONS CNT COMMENT THE OLDER GENERATION RIGHT? SUCK CORK. FUCK! SUCK CORK SIA. THIS HAPPENED 1 MONTH, OR MAYBE A LONG LONG TIME AGO. PROBABLY T\MY SECOND PRACTICE. UNTIL NOW, I STILL DUN UNDERSTAND. WAD WRONG DID I DO? I WAS LIKE, HAND PAIN REST A WHILE CNT MEH? WHY OTHER PPL CAN SLACK WE CNT? WHY THEY SLACK THEY DUN KANNA SCOLDING WE KANNA? SO OBVIOUS HE BIAS SIA. SO WAD IF WE SEC 1? SO WAD IF WE LEARN VIOLIN BEFORE? WE ARE HUMANS. I AM HUMAN. I HAVE PRIDE! I HAVE MY DIGNITY. THEN CALL US FACE WALL. SUCK COCK SIA. FUCK! I NOW DAMN BOSONG KANNA SCOLDING BY YOU FOR NOTHING. BUT NEVERMIND. THEN, NVMS. HE @ MY NXT LESSON, HE CALL US THE THREE-FACE-THE-WALL ONE. FUCK. I DUN CARE LINNI OR NATELIE. BUT I GOT PRIDE. HE TOTALLY DESTOYED IT. HE STEEPED ON MY PRIDE. HE REALLY HUMILIATED ME! THEN, NVMS. I BEAR WITH IT. DIDNT SCREAM OUT OR GET ANGRY. BUT, HE TOLD THE MAIN CONDUCTOR WE VERY RUDE. SUCK CORK SIA. IN WAD WAY AM I RUDE? IF I'M RUDE, IF I DIDNT RESPECT YOU, I WUN BE CALLED EUNICE TAN XIAN ZHEN. I WUN EXIST. I LIVE UP TO MY NAME AS A PREFECT FOR 4 YEARS. 4 YEARS AND THR ISNT A SINGLE SHITTY COMPLAIN BOUT ME BEING RUDE OR WADEVA AND YOU ACTUALLY SAY ME RUDE? FUCK. HE HELP ME TUNE VIOLIN, THEN I SAY THANK YOU TO HIM DAMN LOUDLY. WHAD CAN HE SAY? FUCK FUCK FUCKER. SUCK YOUR BLOODY FUCKING CORK. I NOW NOT GOING STRING GOT 60% IS BECAUSE OF YOU. BE BLOODY HELLY HONOURED.FUCK FUCKING SUCKING _I_ JOLENEI TELL YOU GUYS FIRST. SHE SUX. SHE REALLY SUX. SHE SCOLD PPL FOR NO REASON, AND ALWAYS HAVE THAT BOSONG EXPRESSION ON HER FACE. PLS LOR. U NOT HAPPY WITH US WHY RECRUIT US IN IN THE FIRST PLACE? THEN, I NO SCORE, ASKED YOU FOR IT AND THEN U SAY WILL GIVE US. WITH THAT KIND OF BOSONG FACE AGAIN. AFTER A BLOODY 20MINS, DUN HAF, ASK FROM HER AGAIN, KANNA SCOLDED. WTF? FUUCK SIA. FUUUUUUUUUUUCK. THEN, ASK FROM ANOTHER SENIOR, SHE SMILE SMILE WAN HELP US TAKE. BUT SHE DUNNO FROM WHR, SO SHE CALL SOMEONE HELP US. AT LEAST SHE'S SO MUCH BTR. BOTH ARE FROM STRING ORCHESTRA, BOTH ARE SENIORS, WHY IS THR SUCH A BIG DIFFERENCE IN THEIR ATTITUDE? FUCKING JOLENE, NO ONE HAVE EVER TOLD YOU ABOUT RESPECTING PEOPLE? SO WAD IF I'M YOUNGER THEN YOU? SO WAD? I RESPECT MY JUNIORS WHEN I WAS IN MY PRI SCHOOL. I RESPECT THEIR DECISIONS. I DO. WHY CANT U? THEN, I STOP GOING BECAUSE OF THE FEW REASONS I LISTED, U ANGRY WIF ME. I UNDERSTAND THAT SENIORS WILL BE ANGRY, I DUN BLAME U FOR THAT. COZ I'LL ALSO BE ANGRY. BUT DO U NOE THE BLOODY REASON BEHIND IT? ITS NOT BECAUSE I LAZY. ITS BECAUSE OF U AND THAT FUCKING MR LIM. DO YOU GET IT? I DUN DARE GO. I HATE THE STRING ORCHESTRA. I LOVE VIOLIN. I LOVE ORCHESTRAS. YOU AND THAT FUCKING MR LIM MADE ME HATE IT. NOW I REALLY HATE IT. DO YOU KNOW? ALL BECAUSE OF THE TWO OF YOU! FUCK FUCK FUCKERS. AND YOU ARE 30% AT FAULT FOR CAUSING ME NOT GO STRING. GET IT? BASTARD?IF YOU EVER GOT THE CHANCE TO SEE MY WONDERFUL BLOG, AND UNDERSTAND, GOOD FOR YOU. FUCKING MR LIM, DO YOU KNOW THAT I CRIED AFTER BEING HUMILIATED BY YOU? DO YOU BLOODY HELLY NOE HOW I FELT? DO U WAN ME TO TRAMPLE ON YOUR PRIDE? DO U NEED THAT? DO YOU? I DUN. I JUST DUN UNDERSTAND WHY MUST U TRAMPLE ON PPL'S PRIDE. WHY CAN THE SEC 2S ARGUE WIF U WITHOUT GETTING SCOLDED WHY CNT WE? WHY WHY WHY? I REALLY HATE YOU. I HATE YOU!AND FUCKING JOLENE, I HOPE THAT YOU'LL CHANGE UR ATTITUDE COZ U SUX. U REALLY SUX. GOT ONCE, I SAW U AND SOME OTHER PPL AT COMPASS POINT. YOU'RE SMILING VERY HAPPILY. THAT CAN BE SEEN. U'RE EVEN LAUGHING. WHY CANT U USE THAT SMILE ON US? WHY CNT U BE FRIENDLIER TO US? U REALLY SUX. I HATE YOU. I HATE U AND THAT LIM. I REALLY HATE U!IF YOU READ MY PREVIOUS POST, I APOLOGISE TO WHOEVER THAT READ MY PREVIOUS POST COZ OF THE VULGARS. BUT NOW, I DUN. COZ I DUN SEE THE NEED OF APOLOGISING TO U FOR BEING RUED. SINCE U ADMIT IT [LIM] AND U HATE US [JOLENE], THIS I8S UR TREATMENT. AND I DECLARE THIS IS WROTE 100% BY EUNICE TAN XIAN ZHEN ON 23 MARCH 2010, 4:03PM.