Saturday, November 06, 2010
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Hi guys!
I'm posting again.
Had been busy with job.
Hahas.
And yes.
Finally, after such a long time, I've gotten over him!
Now, I like him.
Hahas.
Anyway, I love my job.
Even though its tough, there are still times when its fun.
Later I'm going down to Toa Payoh to work~
And I can finally see her.
:D OMG.
Sometimes, I really hate my life.
But, I just love it sometimes too.
Hahas.
Hilarious moments.
Shared memories.
Anyway, yesterday was really worn out by the result and weather.
Went to but the Japanese parfaits in Somerset 313.
OMG.
Damn epic-ly nice.
Ok. Fucking nice in fact.
I was in heaven after eating it.
And I'm really glad I bought two.
Anyway.
Whatever.
I going audi.
Bye.
(:
Missing you , Missing you
- FT Island
Sunday, October 31, 2010
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Hey guys.
Finally.
After a few days, I've gotten over him.
:D
Anyway, what did I wanted to say.
Hmms.
Ok.
First, I never knew that full month is SO busy.
I woke up damn early.
After that, lots of preparations and stuff.
OMFG.
Later have buffet.
(:
So, I shall blog again later.
:D
Bye guys
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
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It's been so long. Well, not in the mood lately. Thanks to someone.
Really, don't make empty promises.
Don't make it sound like it's MY fault.
I wanted to put in effort, but you're just trying to push me away.
Sometimes, truth hurts.
I wanted to know, do you mean it.
Yet, you need time.
Like I don't need?
I've been spending days pondering on that ever since you told me.
However, I could not believe you.
I really want to believe you, but what you're doing just makes me distrust you more.
Really, truths sucks.
Finding what is behind the truth sucks more.
And, falling in love sucks the most.
Yea, I hate all this.
I love sundays.
Especially this Sunday.
3 of my good friends are coming over to my house for a gambling session.
I think SHE reconcile with HIM already.
If I'm NOT wrong.
:D
And yea, what can I do for you guys?
Hmms.
Be happy that tomorrow is the last day of school.
:D
But there is CCA.
Sian~
Yea, CCA is boring.
Watch others act is boring.
Slacking is boring.
Hate boredom.
And, everything reminds me of him now.
;diao
That's really sad.
I'm going to avoid thinking about him.
Take a deep breath, and think.
Do I really like love him.
I don't know.
I HATE ALL THIS.
Sunday, October 17, 2010
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Gonna do this Kpop Quiz again.
Relax , and enjoy(:
List your favourite member(s) from each of the following groups :
1. DBSK : Jeajoong
2. Big Bang : G-Dragon
3. Super Junior : Yesung ; Heechul
4. SHINee : TaeMin ; JongHyun ; Key
5. 2PM : Nichkhun
6. 2AM : -
7. B2ST : KiGwang ; YoSeob
8. FT. Island : Hongki , Jaejin , Wonbin , Jonghun , Minhwan , Seunghyun
9. F.cuz : -
10. ZE:A : -
11. Epik High : -
12. MBLAQ : -
13. U-Kiss : Kevin ; Kibum ; Alexander
14. SS501 : -
15. C.N. Blue : -
16. SNSD : Tiffany
17. Kara : -
18. 2NE1 : CL
19. 4 Minute : HyunA
20. f(x) : -
21. Wonder Girls : -
22. After School : UEE ;
23. Brown Eyed Girls : -
24. Rainbow : -
25. T-ARA : -
26. Jewelry : -
27. Seeya : -
28. Davichi : -
29. Secret : -
Favourite boy groups?
FT ISLAND ; SHINEE ; 2PM ; B2ST ; U-KISS
Favourite girl groups?
T-ARA ; AFTERSCHOOL
Favourite pairings from the stated groups, or any other kpop artiste(s)?
-
Favourite solo artiste(s)?
G.NA
Favourite songs right now.
Loving You - G.NA
Go Away - 2NE1
First kpop song ever?
Too long ago
First kpop music video ever?
Too long agp
First kpop love (group/solo)?
FT Island
First variety show?
Idol Maknae Rebellion , if I'm not wrong . (: SEUNGHYUN !
Any dance you can do from a mv?
Not entire dance , but a bit from many dance. Just a few parts here and there mixed together. But quite a lot of songs.
A song usually/always listen to everyday?
Go Away
Loving You
Your favourite music video?
I'll back off so you can live better
So Today
Who of your friends into kpop?
Xena
Which group/artiste(s) can you see yourself being dedicated to for your rest of the time into kpop?
FT Island .
Colour your favourites :
1. Siwon (Super Junior)
2. Donghae (Super Junior)
3. Kyuhyun (Super Junior)
4. Kibum (Super Junior)
5. Kangin (Super Junior)
6. Leeteuk (Super Junior)
7. Eunhyuk (Super Junior)
8. Ryeowook (Super Junior)
9. Sungmin (Super Junior)
10. Han Geng (Super Junior)
11. Heechul (Super Junior)
12. Shindong (Super Junior)
13. Yesung (Super Junior)
14. Zhou Mi (Super Junior)
15. Henry Lau (Super Junior)
16. GDragon (BigBang)
17. TOP (BigBang)
18. Daesung (BigBang)
19. Taeyang (BigBang)
20. Seungri (BigBang)
21. Jaebeom (2PM)
22. Nichkhun (2PM)
23. Taecyeon(2PM)
24. Wooyoung (2PM)
25. Junsu (2PM)
26. Junho (2PM)
27. Chansung (2PM)
28. Max Changmin (DBSK)
29. Xiah Junsu (DBSK)
30. Micky Yoochun (DBSK)
31. U-Know Yunho (DBSK)
32. Hero Jaejoong (DBSK)
33. Joon (MBLAQ)
34. Seungho (MBLAQ)
35. G.O (MBLAQ)
36. Mir (MBLAQ)
37. CheonDoong/Thunder (MBLAQ)
38. DongWoon (BEAST)
39. Yoseob (BEAST)
40. JunHyung (BEAST)
41. HyunSeung (BEAST)
42. DooJoon (BEAST)
43. GiKwang/AJ (BEAST)
44. Hongki (FTI)
45. Jonghun (FTI)
46. Minhwan (FTI)
47. Jaejin (FTI)
48. Seunghyun (FTI)
49. Lee SeungGi
50. Lee Minho
52. Kim Bum
53. Taemin (SHINee)
54. Jonghyun (SHINee)
55. Minho (SHINee)
56. Onew (SHINee)
57. Key (SHINee)
58. HyunJoong (SS501)
59. YoungSaeng (SS501)
60. JungMin (SS501)
61. KyuJong (SS501)
62. HyungJoon (SS501)
63. Song Joong Ki
64. Jang Geun Suk
65. LeeU (F.Cuz)
66. Jinon (F.Cuz)
67. Yejun (F.Cuz)
68. Kan (F.Cuz)
69. Wonbin (ex- FT Island)
70. ChangHyun (SHU-I)
71. MinHo (SHU-I)
72. Inseok (SHU-I)
73. HyungJun (SHU-I)
74. Jinseok (SHU-I)
75. Ha MinWoo (ZE:A)
76. Hwang KwangHee (ZE:A)
77. Jung HeeChul (ZE:A)
78. Moon JunYoung (ZE:A)
79. Park HyungShik (ZE:A)
80. Im SiWan (ZE:A)
81. Kim TaeHun (ZE:A)
82. Kim DongJun (ZE:A)
83. Kevin Kim (ZE:A)
84. Shin SooHyun (U-KISS)
85. Alexander (U-KISS)
86. Kim Kibum (U-KISS)
87. Eli (U-KISS)
88. Lee KiSeop (U-KISS)
89. Kevin Woo (U-KISS)
90. Shin DongHo (U-KISS)
91. Bi Rain
92. Changmin (2AM)
93. Jinwoon (2AM)
94. Seulong (2AM)
95. Jokwon (2AM)
96. CL (2NE1)
97. Minji (2NE1)
98. Bom (2NE1)
99. Dara (2NE1)
100. Taeyeon (SNSD)
101. Sooyoung (SNSD)
102. Seohyun (SNSD)
103. Tiffany (SNSD)
104. Hyoyeon (SNSD)
105. Jessica (SNSD)
106. Sunny (SNSD)
107. Yuri (SNSD)
108. Yoona (SNSD)
109. Yonghwa (CN Blue)
110. Jungshin (CN Blue)
111. Jonghyun (CN Blue)
112. Minhyuk (CN Blue)
113. Kim Ah-Joong
114. Park Gahee (After School)
115. UEE (After School)
116. Bekha (After School)
117. Kim Jung-ah (After School)
118. Lee Jooyeon (After School)
119. Yoo Soyoung (ex-After School)
120. Raina (After School)
121. Nana (After School)
122. Park Gyuri (KARA)
123. Han Seungyeon (KARA)
124. Nicole (KARA)
125. Goo Hara (KARA)
126. Kang Jiyoung (KARA)
129. So Hee (Wondergirls)
130. Sun Ye (Wondergirls)
131. Sun Mi (Wondergirls)
132. Ye Eun (Wondergirls)
133. YooBin (Wondergirls)
134. Eunjung (T-ara)
135. Hyomin (T-ara)
136. Ji-Yeon (T-ara)
137. Soyeon (T-ara)
138. Boram (T-ara)
139. Q-ri (T-ara)
140. Victoria (f(x))
141. Amber (f(x))
142. Luna (f(x))
143. Sulli (f(x))
144. Krystal (f(x))
145. Hyunmin (D-NA)
146. Jay (D-NA)
147. Injun (D-NA)
148. Karam (D-NA)
149. Mika (D-NA)
150. Brian Joo
151. Chance (One Way)
152. Young Sky (One Way)
153. Peter Hyun (One Way)
Yea. End of quiz.
Yesterday, cried again.
Not for him, but for my true love.
I most likely cant meet him.
Thanks to my grandma.
Well, was depressed and cried.
I sacrificed by not going his concert.
Now, I cant even have a look at his face.
Real life.
That sucks.
Him, well.
I don't know what to say.
Its not easy to get him off my mind either.
At least, I forgot him when it comes to my dear.
I really don't know what should I say huh.
Thanks Jiayi for the comfort.
Its so much better.
And yea.
So far only my true love can make me cry for him.
He is the best.
Yesterday, read teens.
Too bored.
Saw the page : Is he into you (Or something)
And apparently, he isn't.
Even Guanmin and Haokiat is so much better than him.
Even though they avoid my smses also.
But, at least in school I can still pester them.
I cant do this to him.
Even the rest of they guys in 1A treat me like a friend.
Was reading Never Cry Werewolves just now.
And, Austin was so chivalrous.
Despite being a Lycan.
Having his own problem, he cared for Shelby more than himself.
That is love.
Right?
Willing to sacrifice one self for the one they care for.
Despite all the scandal that will come.
I don't know will I do that for him.
But for my true love, most likely yes.
Like what?
I don't know.
True love cannot be defined by me, myself.
Thats idolism.
Right?
At least, in the public's eye,
Hongki doesn't lie.
Unlike him.
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Hey!
Feeling much much better now.
Thanks Shanyi ; Xena ; Guanmin for that.
Love mahjong!
Gotta play again some day!
And, thanks for speaking to me, again(:
Saturday, October 16, 2010
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Hey, post for my today's feelings huh?
Found out that this song damn...
Just listen.
It describes what i'm feeling now.
Please go check out the MV.
It'll be more meaningful.
Love the chorus.
Anyway, well, not so emo now.
Just wondering that , how can you be so chivalrous , yet so bastard at times?
This is simply.
Confusing.
And , parachute is nice.
But I doubt it'll ever happen to me huh?
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I understand that you want to avoid me
Just like what I wanted to.
You don't have to be so obvious
and add salt to my healed wound again
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Yea right
I just simply love the way you lie
You cant blame me for that
I know you PMS like a bitch
And I do not blame you
since I myself is a bitch
But,
All day it feels like my heart is broken
My stuffy heart is thumping on its own
Today without any coffee
I can’t go to sleep because of the thoughts of you in my mind
It is strange because
I don’t see you as a friend
I will move closer to you first
I believe, I believe I will only love you
I will love you more starting a day earlier
I believe, always believe I will wait for you
Hurry up and take my heart I am loving you~ I am loving you~
It’s really strange because I’m awestruck by everything you do
There is something about your movements
You might not know it, but there is something special about you
I believe in loving you~
I believe, I believe I will only love you
I will love you more starting a day earlier
I believe, always believe I will wait for you
Hurry up and take my heart I am loving you~ I am loving you~
Every time I close my eyes
I try to imagine you lending your hand
Every day we can share our dreams
I will love all of you
I believe, I believe You will end up knowing my heart
I like you, You like me I belong to you
I believe, always believe Any time come and find me
I will say my love~
I believe, I believe I will only love you
I will love you more starting a day earlier
I believe, always believe Until my heart hurts
I will whisper to myself I am loving you~ I am loving you~
I am loving you~ ah~ I am loving you
- Loving You ; G.NA
Nice. I really don't know why will I fall for such a jerk like you.
Friday, October 15, 2010
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Wow. Was away for. Whatever. The last post was dated 26 October? Ok. I shall blog this whole week's event. Starting from Monday.
11 October 2010
Had Science paper. Still manageable though. After science, I think I went home.
12 October 2010
Had Geog and Art. Geog epic fail. Hard like shit. Art suddenly kisiao. Drew rubbish. After that, Jiayi came my house. Had quite a lot of fun with audi.
13 October 2010
Had Maths paper. Damn freaking easy. Went home after paper. Slacked I guess. Jiayi came also. To buy headphone. But never buy in the end. So, well, crapped? Then xena came. Audi-ed, went RM, then we blasted Loving You - G.NA. Then, described sorority row to her, then went home.
14 October 2010
Had DNT Paper. I seriously don't know how to do. Pathetic huh? Then, went home, went to Jiayi's house because I too bored, brought my keyboard there. People were staring at me. Then I realised my bag not zipped. ;diao
Reached her house, played for a while, MiaoQi left. We then practiced BU, went BUBP. Earned thousands. Happy like shit. (: Then, played for a while more, don't feel like elaborating what happened in the game, went Rivervale Plaza, damn kisiao there. Love that salty salty biscuit.
Went home, argued with him, emo-ed, slept.
15 October 2010
Went to school with Xena, made me wait for her for 20 minutes. Took cab there, reached school, Ms Toh asked about FT Island. XD
Had Literature paper, horrendous, wrote damn long for unseen, Saffy don't know how to write. Reach home, reconciled. Watched some dance stuff, and posting. Well. It has been so long.
Random
Yea. I still love FT ISLAND.
Yea. I'm still an idiot.
Yea. I still love guys.
And yea. Don't make me cry.
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Ok. After I blogged, at about 12pm or something, audi-ed with jiayi. Cool man.
At about 12.45pm, left my house to go sing post.
Went to RVPS front gate there take bus 86.
Decided to go KBOX.
Called TGM.
Confirmed going KBOX.
Went Houngang.
Rushed to Sing Post.
Did my stuff, met Shufen, Xena, Shanyi, Guanmin, Haokiat at Mini Toons.
Went comic connections.
Went Popular, the guys go change.
Went KBOX.
Reached there at about 1.40pm.
Went toilet zilian, the guys went lan. (I think)
Slacked at KBOX there till 2pm, got a room, 27.
3 bowls of titbits, 2 glasses of coke and a whole jug with 4 cups.
Spammed G.NA'S - I'll back off so you can live better.
Then, FT ISLAND - I Hope.
Then, english songs.
They went crazy because of the song - Fuck You.
They were screaming Fuck You, and pointing their middle fingers.
TWICE.
Then Chinese songs.
Damn funny.
We kept making haokiat sing.
And then we take turns duet.
And we spammed 梁山伯与朱丽叶.
Funny like shit.
Then, before that, I think we went crazy while singing 我问天.
We were screaming 我问天 , 我问天 , at the destined parts.
(In hokkien of cause)
Then, confirm have Taylor Swift craze.
We spammed quite a lot of her songs.
Half way through, we made xena dance Change.
Epic.
And Shufen left at 4pm.
And time flies.
It had already been 4.45pm.
We then blasted Kpop.
Huh ; Lucifer ; SEOUL ; No Other ; Its' You.
And we wanted 2PM's Without You also, but we will not be able to leave if we spammed too
much.
So, we left.
On the way back, we talked about our HOLIDAY PLAN.
Its gonna be discreet!
Reached Hougang mall.
Guanmin ;Shanyi went their way, me ; haokiat ; xena went to take MRT.
On the MRT, very epic.
Haokiat ; xena sat on a side of the bench, then this kid come, want to sit, saw them, RAN AWAY.
Epic huh?
Then, asked if Haokiat plays audi.
He plays.
Crapped about it on MRT.
Some teenagers were behaving intimately.
Gross-ed out.
They were talking about some stuff about being naked in class.
Because he/she's changing.
Then I remembered last time Guanmin change in class.
Epic.
Then, we left.
Learnt a new hand sign from Haokiat.
The move-your-hand-or-arm-right-first-then-left move.
Then, went to take bus, Haokiat took LRT.
Went to bus terminal, bus just left.
Epic.
Went to take LRT.
The LRT also JUST left.
Went to take the other side.
Crapped with xena.
Reached RM, went to buy chrysanthemum tea.
Went home.
Talked about x on the way.
EPIC.
Whatever. Today afternoon was epic. Or hectic. Its fun. (:
And it ceases me from the pain he inflicted.
Well, it doesn't hurt as much now.
Since.
Feelings fade if you don't think too much?
But, it still hurts.
At least, I can understand how HK feels.
Whatever it is, I'll back off so you can live better.
Maybe, if you have any feelings for me at all, just...
Its all up to you.
Feelings fade as time goes by.
Just hope that when you finally remember me, I'll also remember you.
Sunday, September 26, 2010
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FINALLY!
After like don't know how many weeks or maybe just days without posting, I'm posting again! Inspired by the Japanese OST from A litre of tear. Well, the plot seem real nice, and I'm so damn gonna watch it.
You just gotta know that i love Japan and almost everything of theirs. Don't you?
Well, yesterday was really chaotic. LOLS. Refer to Xena's blog for more informations. XD
And, Jessica Verday writes nice books. (:
Back to the one litre of tear promotion. The whole show just seem so sad and well, EOY is just freaking coming. Oh god..
Bleach rocks. (: You just gotta get use to my randomness. Don't you? Burned damn lot of calories yesterday. Refer to Xena's blog for more information. LOLS.
And yea, I rocks. I hate exams and I have not even touch the homework! Oh god. Depressing. -;- I just gotta do like crazy tonight.
LOLS. I rocks! Everything positive rocks! YAY!
LOLS.
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
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First, add "I'm a/an" on your title, then add the rest of the answers on as you do the questions.
Tag 25 people including the person who tagged you.
What color/kind of socks are you wearing?
[ ] Red = loud
[ ] Green = stupid
[X] None = freaky
[ ] Fuzzy = gorgeous
[ ] Yellow = innocent
[ ] Purple = a little too happy
[ ] Black = emo
[ ] Stripes = funny
[ ] Gray = skanky
[ ] Pink = preppy
[ ] Light blue = sweaty
[ ] Other = hot
[ ] White = sexy
What kind of pants are you wearing?
[ ]Shorts = cutie
[ ]Skirt/skort = skank
[ ]Corduroy = faggot homosexual
[ ]Tight jeans = scene kid
[ ]Ripped jeans = emo
[ ]Cammo = cage fighter
[ ]Jeans = prep
[X]PJs = pimp
[ ]Cargo = clown
[ ]Sweats = athlete
[ ]Boxers = brat
[ ]Booty shorts = female
[ ]Capris = Gangster
[ ]Nothing = hoe
[ ]Dickies = weirdo
[ ]Bikini bottoms = tiki girl
[ ]Other = sex addict
What is your natural hair color?
[ ]Auburn = that every one wants to make out with
[ ]Blonde = with a broken heart
[ ]Black = with a sexy smile
[X]Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ]Red = that likes to have fun
[ ]Brown = who loves to be different
[ ]Dirty blonde= with a nice ass
[ ]Bald = with herpes
Pick the month you were born on:
[ ]1 = who ate
[ ]2 = who needed
[X]3 = who killed
[ ]4 = who shot
[ ]5 = who killed
[ ]6 = who smoked with
[ ]7 = who banged
[ ]8 = who ran shirtless with
[ ]9 = who got stabbed horribly by
[ ]10 = who cuddled with
[ ]11 = who slept with
[ ]12 = who ran naked with
Pick the day you were born on:
[ ]01 = the kool-aid man
[ ]02 = a dog
[ ]03 = a shoe
[ ]04 = a toothbrush
[ ]05 = Santa Claus
[ ]06 = The Trojan man
[ ]07 = Barney the dinosaur
[ ]08 = a prostitute
[X]09 = a porn star
[ ]10 = a bag of weed
[ ]11 = my lover
[ ]12 = a glass of milk
[ ]13 = a horse
[ ]14 = a lesbian
[ ]15 = a stripper
[ ]16 = a pickle
[ ]17 = a jew
[ ]18 = a homo
[ ]19 = an orange
[ ]20 = my mom
[ ]21 = a homeless guy
[ ]22 = a whore
[ ]23 = my crush
[ ]24 = an easter egg
[ ]25 = a jar of honey
[ ]26 = a condom
[ ]27 = a bowl of cereal
[ ]28 = a french fry
[ ]29 = your dealer
[ ]30 = Paris Hilton
[ ]31 = your grandma
Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing
[X]White = because I love marijuan
[ ]Black = because I'm sexy as hell
[ ]Pink = Because the lil people told me to
[ ]Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs
[ ]Red = because I'm a pimp and your jealous
[ ]Polka Dots = because I hate my life
[ ]Purple = because I'm gay
[ ]Gray = because I got dared
[ ]Other = because that's how I roll
[ ]Green = because I'm good in bed
[ ]Orange = because I smoke crack
[ ]Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose
[ ]Brown = because I had to
[ ]Shirtless = because I've got abs
Freaky pimps with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend who killed a porn star because I love marijuan.
What the?!?!?! LOLS.
Epic day. Shall not elaborate. Check xena's blog for updates. Going watch bleach, so, shhhh! And, I HATE SPIDERS. Freak the hell out of me. Asshole.