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The fountains mingle with the river
And the rivers with the ocean,
The winds of heaven mix for ever
With a sweet emotion;
Nothing in the world is single,
All things by a law divine
In one another’s being mingle—
Why not I with thine?

See the mountains kiss high heaven,
And the waves clasp one another;
No sister-flower would be forgiven
If it disdain’d its brother;
And the sunlight clasps the earth,
And the moonbeams kiss the sea—
What are all these kissings worth,
If thou kiss not me?
-Percy Bysshe Shelley

Au Revoir Mon Amour
Je vais rappeler le discours d'adieu que vous avez une fois m'a donné.

Fuck off ,
the uninvited

What should I do, when darkness falls in?

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

@ 9:38 PM,

Post

[ ] Forgot to put the lid on the blender, turned it on, and had everything fly out
[ ] Gotten your head stuck between the stair rails
[ ]Broken a chair by leaning back in it
[ ] Had gum fall out of your mouth while you were talking
[01] Choked on your own spit while you were talking
[02] Had people tell you that you are blonde when you're not, or had people tell you that your blonde highlights are going to your head
[ ] Been caught staring at your crush by your crush
[03] Have looked for something for at least 5 min then realised it was in your hand
[04] Tried to push open a door that said pull
[05] Tried to pull open a door that said push
[06] Have actually believed someone when they said that they knew how to make a love-potion
[07] Have hit yourself in the process of trying to hit something else
[ ] Have tripped and fallen UP the stairs
[ ] Have actually exploded marshmallows in the microwave
[ ] Have gotten gum stuck in your hair
[08] Had gum fall out of your mouth while trying to blow a bubble
[ ] Have had the juice from a mini tomato squirt out and hit somebody else when you bit into it
[ ] Have had your drink come out your nose because you were laughing so hard
[09] Have called one of your good friends by the wrong name
[ ] Have skinned your toe because you were playing soccer or kickball with flip flops on or you were barefoot
[ ] Have put a sticker on your forehead, forgot it was there, and went out in public with it on
[ ] Have fallen out of a moving vehicle
[10] Have run into a closed door
[11] Searched for your cell phone while you were talking on it
[12] It has taken you longer than 5 min to get a joke
[ ] Have gotten your hair stuck in a blow dryer
[ ] Have gotten your hair stuck in a fan
[13] Tripped on a crack in the sidewalk

[14] Said o'clock after saying how many min after the hour, example: 5:30 o'clock, or 6:15 o'clock
[ ] After someone told you that there was gum/poo on the ground, you stepped in it
[15] Put on a white shirt even though you already knew it was raining outside
[16] Walked up to a stranger because you thought they were someone else
[ ] Been kicked out of a grocery store/off their property
[17] Touched the stove, the curling iron, a hot pan, etc when its on, even though you knew it was hot
[18] Taken off your clothes to change into something else then accidentally put the old clothes back on
[19] Wondered why something wasn't working then realised it wasn't plugged in
[ ] Put the cereal in the fridge, or put the milk in the cupboard
[20] Walked into a pole
[ ] Wore two different earrings or shoes by accident/stolen someone's shoes by accident
[ ] Put your shirt on backwards/inside-out without realising it then left your house
[ ] Tried to take a picture of someone's eye with the flash on
[21] Gotten a ring stuck on your finger because you put it on even though you knew it was too small
[22] Walked out of the bathroom with toilet paper stuck to your shoe without realising it
[23] Went to go do something/go get something, then when you got there, you forgot what it is was that you were going to do
[24] Picked up someone else's drink and drank out of it by accident when your drink was right next to it
[25] Fallen out of your chair while trying to pick something up
[26] Have poked yourself in the eye
[ ] Have gotten in the shower with your socks still on
[ ] Melted your hairbrush while blow drying your hair
[27] Have done enough stupid things to take this test
[28] Have accidentally stabbed yourself with a pencil
[29] Have sung the wrong verse to a song without realising it
[30] Have given an odd answer to a question because you didn't hear the question in the first place
[ ] Told someone you were the wrong age because you seriously forgot how old you were
[ ] Looked into an overhead purposefully while it was on
[31] Got up early and got ready for school/work, then realised that you didn't have school/work that day.
[ ] Forgot your own phone number
[32] Have tripped on a cord after someone told you to watch out for it
[33] Have ever laughed at a joke that no one else thought was funny
[ ] Done the Macarena to the electric slide or vice versa
[34] Said funner then had someone make fun of you for it
[35] Have repeated yourself at least twice in the same sentence
[ ] Brought up an inside joke with the wrong person
[36] Didn't do the backside of an assignment because you thought that there wasn't one because you had already looked and forgot that there was another side
[37] Did more work than you had to on an assignment because you didn't read the directions
[38] Corrected someone's grammar/pronunciation then figured out that you were the one that was wrong
[39] Put something in a special place so that you would remember where it was, then forgot where you put it
[ ] Put ice in your drink after the glass was full of liquid and had it splash out
[40] Told a lie then forgot what it was that you had said and got caught
[ ] When wearing goggles, you pulled them away from your face and let go so that they would come back and snap you in the face
[ ] Forgot to make sure that the lamp was off before you replaced the light bulb
[ ] Ran into a door jam
[41] Told someone that you hardly ever do stupid things, then immediately did/said something stupid
[42] Told someone to watch out for something, then you were the one that ran into it
[ ] Have licked playground sand
[ ] Have purposely and repeatedly flicked yourself with a rubber band
[43] Gotten so hyper that someone actually thought you were drunk/high when you weren't
[44] Have been so hyper you actually scared people
[45] Put duct tape on your body then pulled it off to see if it would hurt
[ ] Put duct tape on your hair/someone else's hair then pulled it off
[ ] Put a clothes pin/hair clip on your lip, figured out that it hurt, then did it again
[46] Sat and wondered why men's dress shirts have a loop on the back
[47] Made up a code name for someone so that you could talk about them to someone else and no one else would know who you were talking about
[48] Have gotten a hairbrush stuck in your hair
[ ] Used the straw to blow the straw wrapper at someone
[49] Laughed out loud in the middle of class over something you just thought up in your head
[ ] When at a restaurant, you used your spoon to fling stuff at people
[ ] Have flung forks/spoons at people in a restaurant
[ ] Tripped and made the waiter drop the food.
[50] As you are writing, you move your head back and forth with your pen/pencil
[ ] Have drawn finger puppets on your fingers then named them
[ ] Have wrapped someone in a roll of toilet paper
[51] Have used somebody else's toothbrush without even realising it wasn't yours
[52] Have started telling a story and forget what you were talking about or what happened in the story
[53] Read a whole book but during the whole book you weren’t even paying attention
[54] You have spelled your own name wrong before
[55] When lying in bed you look for pictures in the texture of the ceiling
[56] Have used your calculator as a form of communication in a class
[ ] Have popped a balloon in your mouth

I do stupid things 56% of the time.

XD. LOLS. Wondered why am I using xena's phone. -;-

Whatever, not posting, because I wanna sleep. So, nights.

PS-/ Today is really a tiring day! Anyway, because of the damn literature project and the microsoft word. Roars

Whatever, nights!

[EDITS]

Kanina. I was watching a random show, when I asked my dad to get Eileen to find my earpiece thing for me. Then, he scolded me for not keeping it properly. Ok lar. I got one I never keep properly. I admit. She lose it, kind of my problem. I don't blame her. But what about my purple colour one? And the others I have in the past? Please. Its her fault lor. What the damn. Then, he scold me and laugh at me. What the bloody fuck. I don't understand lor. How come some people have split personality? Like, my whole family have lor. Fuck fuck fuck. Like. My bloody fault? Eh. Please lar. I very absent-minded one. And, I very careless, lazy, blase. My fault. But, at the very least, get Eileen to find for me right? When Eileen is so FREAKING BLOODY NAUGHTY, MY WHOLE FAMILY EXCEPT ME, ESTHER, UNCLE AND AHMAH BOTHERS TO SCOLD HER. MY FUCKING MOTHER AND FATHER SO FUCKINGLY BIAS TOWARDS HER! LIKE. WHAT THE HELL? IF ELYSANDER COMES OUT THEN? WHAT THE HELL? THEY WILL DOTE ON HIM LIKE.

IF LIKE THAT I RATHER STAY OUT. I RATHER NOT GO HOME. I RATHER DIE.

I seriously don't understand. How can they be so good to me at times, so fuckingly bias at the same time? I really cannot stand it. Which is like so. Damn. If I have the money, I would have booked a chalet or hotel room in the holidays. If I have the money. They never give me my freaking allowance for a month. Even though I'm kind of fasting for the past few weeks, I don't need much money, they still gotta give me. Sometimes. I don't even have the money. I use the money in the ATM, they scold me.

WHEN THEY DON'T GIVE ME MY ALLOWANCE.

IN THE VERY LEAST, MY FRIENDS GOT THEIR ALLOWANCE. TO SPENT. I DON'T HAVE. i TRIED MY VERY BEST TO SAVE MONEY, JUST FOR THEM. FOR THEM. AND, THEY ARE BLAMING ME. SO, WHY SHOULD I SAVE?

i DON'T EAT TO SAVE MONEY, MY GRANDMA SAID MY COUSINS SAVED MORE THEN ME. THEY BRING BREADS TO SCHOOL. TO EAT. THEY DON'T DRINK SOFT DRINKS. THEY DON'T SPENT MONEY.

I DON'T EAT. EVEN AFTER PE. I EVEN NEVER EAT A WHOLE DAY BEFORE. JUST TO HELP THEM SAVE MONEY IN THE FIRST AND SECOND TERM, BEFORE MY GRANDMA AND UNCLE CAME. BUT, NOW, AFTER THEY CAME, I GOTTA EAT. THATS WHY I HAVE NOT GASTRIC YET. THATS WHY. THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND.

THEY DON'T.

WHAT IS THE USE FOR POSTING ONLINE? WHEN NONE OF THEM CARES.

THEY ARE STILL MY PARENTS. I CARE FOR THEM. I do. When my dad just told me he got injured, I got really worried for him. But, whats the use? They'll never know how I really feel. And, posting online and comfort will not come seeking to me. I now just hope that I can have Hongki by my side. At least, I'll be more assured.

I don't want my dad to be injured. For he is my dad, who he is the one, who gave me life. But, he'll never know ~~what~~ how i'm feeling. Ever.